I am the most in


I am the most in desire for the same thing                                                 I could try and be a matter of the dark                                         it or the beautiful in the brain of the end of the world                                                                                         all too well then on the contrary                                         that’s it I can’t I can’t                                                                        this whole wallowing                                        fingers fingers and this this stuff this shit                                                                                                                                 the same thing                 the same thing is there anything more than                                         My transform is                                                                                                 impediments as the posteriorating of it all as the abyss of it all                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                
But of course there’s nothing else. And then of course the problem of pain of the pit. As in. The mind. Haha. As if. Yeah.                                                                                                Erased. Being so low.                                Death then what will be                                                                                                                                                         no work no not now not                                                                         as if no way                                                I do I do necessarily                                                         a massive stupid pure idea of the world                                                                                one seems to be happy and remembering the basis of goal                                                                                                                                                                        haha the eyes blah                                                                                                         yeah you whine you whine yeah you know when you are nothing you just write just something here just doing nothing etc etc                                                                                                                        something inside                                                                                                        a few steps out and then as if something like a better life                                                                                 the forms a bench the cards the cheeks                                                                                                 absurd that’s a point of


   

Second batch from AIT.